I got deferred from FIU. I really was looking forward to having it as one of my option and yea I want to go to UCF but I keep thinking that I shouldn’t leave my mother in Miami with everything that has happened. If I don’t go to UCF, im taking the year off. The first 2 or 3 months after graduation I need to be recovering from another surgery. As soon as I fully recover I need to get a job and save up all the money. Once I have about four thousand dollars, I want to leave to Paris and spend the rest of the year just getting lost within the city and absorbing all the culture. I want to get lost for a while and just live. As soon as I get the satisfaction that I need i’ll come back and go to college. Yea it will set me back a year or two for med school, which will take me forever, but id much rather be happy that miserable. So I have 3 options; I go to UCF, I get accepted into FIU and go there, I get rejected by FIU and I leave to Paris. Im liking the 3rd option :)
Lucky Ones by Lana Del Rey… just just! Fucking jizz everywhere so god damn hard. Like I can’t she has made my life.